Making A Pact To Love Everyone Involved In my Life.

Ever been too afraid to get close to someone, but it happens anyways? That's how I feel about a lot of people, and who would've thought they'd be in my life for the long run, but what about guys relationship with girls and girls relationship with guys? I mean going off of my experiences I get close to them as friends first and probably screw up somehow. It's like I've inhaled them and they are permanently embedded into my blood stream, like the effect they've had on me. That's so crucial because you can't ever get anywhere with anybody for that matter if they don't effect you or impact you in some sort of way. It's almost like whether it be good or bad, it needs to happen to make you aware of what you want, what you need, and from there you can strive even more for it, for that one person, striving for that one person you want to be, and striving to be with that one person you need. Our eyes are growing heavier and heavier because we keep searching in all of the wrong places, in all of the wrong hearts. We need to let love find us, because in the end it does, and deep down it feels right when it finds us rather than searching in all of the darkest pits. From here on out, I'm making a pact with my heart to love everyone who is or who ever has been involved in my life, as a family member, friend, lover, or inspiration. No matter who you are, you've had an effect on me and have impacted me to be aware of who I need to be. So with that said, thank you, and I LOVE YOU.