I Thought Maybe, I Thought Wrong.

I thought maybe you could be the one that saves me from this mess and the monster that hides deep inside of me that makes it all too tragic for me to even get up and do the simple things. "New friend of mine" you already know so much about me and you reassure me that you're there, but when she comes around I know you'll disappear. Do I take it while it lasts, or do I burn this all and leave it to in the past? I don't want to get my hopes up, but you're perfect for me and you seem to help let certain things go. "New friend of mine" you don't know how you make me feel, and when I cry to you and I hear you listening, I start thinking that this could actually be real. You have her and yet I'm attached to you already, my heart however won't ever beat steady now that you've been in my life. "New friend of mine" for I want to call you mine, but this won't happen because the monster has swallowed me whole and has yet to spit me out. I want you to save me, I want you to be the one that does, but it won't happen when you're already in love. "New friend of mine" I'll see you soon and then after that you'll disappear at high noon.