Knocked Down.

You blow me over like the wind and knock me down like a hurricane, how I have the strength to regain I will never know, but every time I go to rebuild myself with a better set of support you have the nerve to take a part of me down. I'm trying to rebuild what used to be beautiful and what used to be positive. I can't keep living with you in my body and mind, I can't keep getting knocked down whenever you feel like showing up. Anxiety and depression, you are killing me slowly without a question, but I'm going to defeat you soon and when I do, you'll be the weak ones and the only two who will lose. Everything is easier said than done, so for now I'll just try to keep my calm even if both of you are on my shoulders weighing me down like heavy boulders. I'll beat you one day, just wait and see, unlike you I'm trying to get my footing steady and my head stable and that is something you won't ever be able to stop me from doing. Love and faith keep me going and so is the support I have beneath me. I'll rise to the top and you can stay in the bitter cold as I watch you mold into sorry nothing's. I'm getting there, so please don't waste your time to tear me down and start to even remotely care.